Roxanne’s Story

Woman-Writing-600x400For the next couple of months I want you to hear about AbAnon from some of the people we serve…
Perry Underwood – Director

I was 22, married, had a 2-year old child, and was pregnant with another man’s child.  He wasn’t just any man, he was the love of my life and I wanted our baby from the first moments of our relationship … I was excited and nothing else mattered to me. My unborn child’s father saw things differently.  I can recall the moment I called him as if it were yesterday.

As the words, “I’m pregnant” left my lips, his temper flew. “You can’t keep it! What are you going to tell your husband? What about my job? No, we are not doing this!” His voice faded as my heart broke and in that darkness I knew I had to have an abortion. The whole ordeal was so traumatic on various levels that I have mentally blocked from my memory everything that happened in the two months following that call.

Fifteen years later I was invited to an AbAnon Group where the opportunity came for me to really heal from my abortion. I met other post-abortive women and together we began the journey to find healing, forgiveness and freedom. It’s amazing to me that my healing came by way of other women’s stories which included God’s loving grace. AbAnon not only helped me to heal but also to forgive people with whom I didn’t even realize I was angry. Some very important relationships in my life have been restored.

I have  become an AbAnon facilitator and now I meet with other women to help them start their healing journeys. But, there is so much more than group meetings that goes into helping women heal through AbAnon. I have met many of the people behind the scenes of the organization: donors, prayer warriors, facilitators, writers, and the Board of Directors. These are the people who made my healing possible and I would be remiss to not thank them. To all of you far and wide who are connected to AbAnon, thank you for investing in me and my healing.

–Many Blessings, Roxanne

The Power of THEIR Story

The Power of THEIR Story

how-to-shoot-video-9-650-80For the past three years we have been laying the foundation for AbAnon. We have organized as a non-profit and assembled a highly energetic and knowledgeable Board of Directors. Dozens of volunteers have emerged who are passionate about our mission. A reliable group of partners has stepped up to meet our basic financial needs each month. We have witnessed lives transformed as eight AbAnon Groups have met using the Women’s curriculum completed about a year and a half ago. (It is now available in six languages and our first AbAnon Group in Ukraine will begin November 19th.) The AbAnon Men’s curriculum is written and in the process of being reviewed by five post-abortive men. We plan to launch a men’s pilot group in January. I could go on and on about what is happening.

As exciting as all this is, the best part so far just occurred in the past couple of weeks. Arlene Roberts, one of our volunteers, contacted some of the women who had gone through an AbAnon Group to see if any might be willing to share their story on video. Ten women agreed. Ben Hinson, another volunteer, arranged the use of a studio, coordinated the technicalities, and rounded up a couple of professional videographers to volunteer their time.

In the video, I asked each of these ten women twelve questions. There was not a dry eye in the room as they told their stories about the emotional pain they experienced after their abortion and the role faith and AbAnon have played in their forgiveness, healing and freedom. I will never forget this experience.

I have never doubted that the work being done by AbAnon is desperately needed in our world today. But if there ever was any doubt, shooting those videos has forever erased it. I am eagerly awaiting their completion so we can share them with you and with the world.

Our work at AbAnon is only possible because of people who freely give their time and resources and who share our desire to see our world changed one life at a time.  On behalf of the men and women whose lives have and will be radically changed…Thank you.

Perry Underwood – Director

Our Vision

setting-a-cairnAbout two years ago, we were in desperate need of funding and I had just made several appeals, a few of which were positive but most were not.  When the answer was negative, I responded with, “I understand” or, “That’s Okay” but in my heart I really didn’t, and it really wasn’t.  I was new to the non-profit world and never imagined that fundraising would be so incredibly difficult.

I remember driving down the road and crying out to God, “I HATE fundraising…” while in the same breath  saying, “…but I LOVE sharing our vision and telling the stories of lives that have been changed!”  The very next instant was a “God moment.” I felt the Holy Spirit responding to my earnest and desperate cry with, “Well duh! Stop trying to raise money and just share the vision I’ve given you.  Let ME take care of the money.”

What a liberating experience for me!  Now I have stopped assuming responsibility for raising the money we need to run this organization. I share the vision and when people get genuinely excited about AbAnon they are eager to help however they are able.

One of our Board members recently asked me to write out our vision for a project she was working on and it occurred to me it is worth including in this newsletter.  So once again I have the privilege of doing what I love to do— sharing the AbAnon vision.

Our vision is that someday AbAnon chapters will be in every major city throughout the world to provide freedom and healing to those suffering from the emotional pain, guilt and shame caused by abortion.  It is estimated that over one billion people world-wide have been involved in an abortion and eighty thousand just here in the Spokane area.  It is our hope that by helping women and men find the courage to share their stories of how abortion has affected them, abortion will someday cease.  While the AbAnon curriculum works extremely well for those within the faith community it is uniquely targeted to those outside the faith community as a means of encountering God in a way that they may otherwise never have.

The Main Thing

Staying on CourseI have a very challenging job. I attend an average of 12 meetings each week; recruit and train volunteers; raise funds; develop marketing strategies; write curriculum; respond to texts and emails each day; prepare for and give speeches; oversee curriculum translation in multiple languages; and deal with administrative minutia: opening mail, making bank deposits, filling out government forms, writing reports and newsletters. I could go on.  I love my job, and I am very grateful for the thousands hours donated by dedicated volunteers, but you get the point.

Above all else, my job at AbAnon is to keep the “main thing the main thing”— launching new AbAnon Chapters and equipping our Facilitators with the tools they need to be effective. Occasionally all that I have to do causes me to lose sight of that purpose, then an email from a hurting individual gets me back in focus. Here are a couple of emails I received lately:

“Good morning. I had seen this page recommend to someone on Facebook that was in the same situation as myself with dealing with a lot of pain, embarrassment, hate towards myself, and not knowing where to turn after my abortion. I am interested in more information.”
******  (Yuma, Arizona)

“Hello, I came across your website and I was wondering if you have any groups in [my] area?  …  I’m a 42 year old woman who got pregnant at 17 and had an abortion.  I never participated in counseling after my abortion and it was hidden/swept under the rug by my family.  Some of my family didn’t know about it until I was in my 30’s.
My step-mom was highly persuasive and adamant I have the abortion for many reasons, although my boyfriend, Dad and I were not comfortable with the choice.  I still think about it often.  I struggled the most after having my three children.  The guilt was overwhelming at times.
I grew up in the church and I have a deep love for Jesus, which caused me to struggle with my action, even more.  I’ve felt ashamed, confused and lost many, many times. I would love to connect with a group in this area.  If you have any information, I would greatly appreciate it.
****** (Seattle, WA)

This world is full of hurting people and AbAnon is here to offer healing, forgiveness, and freedom.  Thank you for joining us in this work,
Perry Underwood – Director

Abanon for Men

When I was in Europe recently, I met with quite a few people working within organizations involved in addiction recovery, family counseling and post-abortion healing. As I explained how AbAnon Women’s Curriculum, The Power of Your Story, could be a powerful tool in helping these professionals serve their communities, I was quite surprised at how often they asked, “How soon will you have material for post-abortive men?”

I am pleased to announce the publication of the first of two AbAnon books written for men. Unlike other material written on the topic of past abortions, this book deals with a variety of subjects that men struggle with, abortion being one of them. A second book for men, similar to the AbAnon Women’s Curriculum, will soon follow.

The_Big_GameThis first book for men is titled, The Big Game: Things Men Should Talk About But Rarely Do.  It is written FOR MEN ONLY.  Copies can be obtained on Amazon.com or by clicking on this link: The Big Game.  The Big Game presents post-abortion and several other men’s issues in a unique and entertaining way. A benefit to any man who reads it, it is a must read for any man who has been involved in an abortion.

I encourage you (men) to order a copy for yourselves or, if you’re a woman, order copies for the important men in your life. All profits from the sales of The Big Game go directly to the operational budget of AbAnon.

Volunteers are Stepping Up

VolunteersApproximately thirty people have been performing various volunteer services with AbAnon during our first two years, donating hundreds of hours! These volunteers include our Board of Directors, curriculum writers and translators, Group Facilitators, Facilitator Trainers and many more. As AbAnon continues to grow it is apparent that more volunteers are needed and that the volunteer activity needs more oversight and structure. On June 24th ten people attended the very first AbAnon Volunteer Orientation where Kathy Olsen was introduced as our Volunteer Coordinator.

Kathy presented a list of volunteer positions:

  • Prayer Team Leader
  • Monthly Newsletter Writer
  • Event Coordinator
  • Survey Coordinator
  • Social Media Coordinator/Editor
  • Post Office and Banking
  • Translation Coordinator
  • New Chapter Coordinator
  • Video Production
  • Liaison to Church Community
  • Liaison to the Medical Community
  • Liaison to the Mental Health Community
  • Liaison to Women Prison Ministries
  • Liaison to Pregnancy Resource Centers
  • Liaison to Women’s Shelters/Assistance Programs

Thank you to all who have stepped up to serve. There are plenty of opportunities as many of these positions remain open!  Please join us to pray that we find the right people to volunteer in these ways.
Perry Underwood, Director

AbAnon in Europe

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My recent trip to Ukraine greatly surpassed all hopes and expectations. I had the most gracious hosts, Ruslan and Sharyn Borodin, YWAM Missionaries based in Ternopil. They requested that I visit Ukraine with the purpose of establishing AbAnon Chapters there. Before I arrived they called dozens of people who they thought might be interested in learning about AbAnon. They also set up an introductory meeting and a half-day of training for anyone interested in starting an AbAnon Chapter or group. Before I left on this trip I told the Borodins that if we had three or four women attend our training I would be elated.

To make a long story short, nineteen women attended the training and combined with the informational meeting the prior evening, a total of twenty-six Ukrainian women attended the two AbAnon sessions. An AbAnon Ukrainian Leadership Team is in place and the work required for AbAnon to get up and running is well under way. AbAnon is desperately needed in this nation where an estimated 75% of women have had an abortion; the average number of abortions per woman is six.

From the Ukraine, I traveled to England and attended a conference near London where I had the opportunity to share AbAnon with missionaries from sixteen European nations. As a result of these connections AbAnon now has a solid foothold in Europe and I’m excited to see what lies ahead.

Thank you all for your prayers and the financial support to make this happen.

Perry Underwood – Director

You NEVER Know

book-glassesSomething happened recently that points out how everything we do can change a life. Our material has been, or is being translated into several languages. A few months ago a friend introduced me to an acquaintance who he thought might be willing to translate for us. His description of this potential translator was glowing to say the least. He described her as a very committed Christian who is a pillar in her church. When I met this woman she was indeed kind, gracious and reminded me a bit of Mother Teresa. She agreed to do the translation.

Recently I received an email from the translator thanking me profusely for allowing her to translate AbAnon’s women’s material. But also within her email were other statements that made me wonder if this dear saint might have been involved in an abortion herself. I’ve learned that no matter who they are, an abortion could be hidden in anyone’s past. I responded to thank her for her work, and asked if she had been involved in an abortion. She replied right away and told me that when she was younger she had two abortions. She also asked that I call her so she could tell me her story.

There is much more to her story than I can tell in this short newsletter, but the bottom line is that this precious saint thought she had dealt with her abortion many years ago. However, through the process of translating our AbAnon material she found that the pain and guilt were still very raw, and she still needed healing. I encouraged her to attend an AbAnon Group, and referred her to one that was just about to start which she has joined.

This is why we do what we do!  Your support and prayers are appreciated.

NEWS AND UPDATES

In April AbAnon Director, Perry Underwood will be traveling to Europe to begin the process of launching AbAnon Chapters there. If you would like to partner with us in the cost of this trip we invite you to do so by going to our website AbAnon.org.

Rejoicing when someone has been freed from the emotional trauma of abortion is a great reason to celebrate.  AbAnon will be hosting our Spring Celebration on April 30th.  Please mark your calendar and plan on joining us.  Invitations will be sent out later this year.

Exciting Things for 2016

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I  love the beginning of a new year. It is a time to reflect on the blessings of the previous year and to assess where improvements can be made.  As Executive Director, I often feel pulled in many directions, but I prayerfully endeavor to use my time and the AbAnon resources in the most efficient manner.

Under the direction and encouragement of our Board of Directors, the bulk of my time and AbAnon resources will be focused on four tasks in 2016:

  • Preparing the AbAnon material for Men
  • Establishing as many AbAnon Chapters as possible
  • Translating the AbAnon Women’s material into as many languages as possible
  • Adding staff to our team

Each of these tasks has its own plan and strategy, but one observation about them all is that none can be accomplished without the assistance of those who believe in what we are doing— people like you.

I plan to address each of these tasks in the coming months and will provide you with very simple ways you can help— doing things that could greatly impact the lives of hundreds or even thousands of people. For example, we are looking for someone to help us translate our women’s material into Spanish. If you or someone you know is fluent in Spanish, I would love to meet with you or this person to determine their level of interest and ability.  The more people we can find to help with this task the easier it will be for all involved.

More ideas to follow in the coming months.
Perry Underwood – Director

 NEWS AND UPDATES

January 16th will be our next Facilitator Training and it will be held in Spokane, WA.  If you have interest in attending this training send an email to joinus@abanon.org  for details.  Training is free for those attending thanks to the generosity of our financial partners.

Rejoicing when someone has been freed from the emotional trauma of abortion is a great reason to celebrate.  AbAnon will be hosting our Spring Celebration on April 30th.  Please mark your calendar and plan on joining us.  Invitations will be sent out later this year.

A Special Thank-You

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Thanksgiving is now behind us and we are just entering the Christmas & Holiday Season. I love this season for a variety of reasons: spending time with family, the food that seems to show up only at this time of year, time to reflect on the my many blessings, more time to write, and time to plan and layout priorities and goals for the coming year.

Two of the things I’m especially thankful for are the AbAnon Board of Directors and a group of seven men that I call the “AbAnon Insiders”.

The AbAnon Board is comprised of two men and seven women (one of whom has just stepped away from our Board to devote more time to family matters). This Board has donated literally hundreds of hours to get this organization up and running. — Thank you Board Members.

The “AbAnon Insiders” are a group of seven men that have no formal decision making authority, but they freely offer AbAnon their expertise and counsel. These very busy men are committed to meet individually with me each month to encourage me and to challenge me with whatever organizational or personal matters they believe need to be put on the table. — Thank you Insiders.

Even though the Board members and Insiders are normal, hard-working, middle-class Americans, most have given sacrificially to support AbAnon because they believe in what we are doing. — We are truly blessed by such dedicated people.

Perry Underwood – Director

News & Updates

AbAnon Groups are winding down for the year and will getting back into full swing after the Christmas and Holiday Season have passed. If you or someone you know have been involved in an abortion and never participated in a program to help process the event, we promise that attending an AbAnon Group will be “liberating” and life changing in ways you never thought possible.

Contact us to get on our lists for upcoming Groups at: joinus@abanon.org.

January 16th will be our next Facilitator Training and it will be held in Spokane, WA. If you have interest in attending this training send an email to joinus@abanon.org for details. Are training is offered free to those attending thanks to the generosity of our financial partners.

Contact

Correspondence or checks can be mailed to:
Abortion Anonymous
PO Box 11664
Spokane Valley, WA 99211

Or email correspondence to: joinus@abanon.org